Im back...with an explianation

   Surprise surprise, I'm back! I took a longer break than expected but never the less; I'm here! Last time I said I would talk about my bio a little more in depth so let's go. The bio is supposed to say stuff about you so the reader can get a feel for who you are as a person, right? So in my bio I say multiple things I aspire to be when I "grow up". But, in correspondence with this blog's name, I am confused. Usually, people have some sort of idea of what they want to do for the rest of their lives but me, I dont. This problem hunted me as a child. I feel like I'm at a dead end. The list in the bio is a collection of things I've told people but also my hobbies. If only there was a profession that did all of them... I think I have this fear of picking one and getting bored of it or not smart enough or it won't pay well and my dreams of owning a big house and many cars and a pool full of gold coins won't come true. Maybe I have commitment problems. Maybe I'm super indecisive. Who knows? But along with the confusion, I lack in the motivation department. Nothing really has me so excited that it's all I can think about and want to do all the time. I know I'm only 16 (17 in 46 days) and probably over thinking this but it's always bothered me. I dreaded this moment of having to make this final life impacting decision.
  If you have any ideas or tips on helping me find a real passion or on how to pick a correct job for yourself please comment on this! I need help, I'm applying for colleges soon!
   *shoots up a slightly  skewed peace sign trying to look cool/hipster-ish*

-Holly
 

First ever post!

Well, here I go. This is my first ever blog post. Not really sure what to say but I guess just saying what's on my mind currently is working alright. To be honest, this blog will probably never live up to the dreams I had for it. I just thought it would be cool to have a place to share some thoughts, questions and concerns I had about everything in general, not that anyone would reply, because I'm always on some sort of electronic device and I always forget about the journal I try and write in once every 6 months. I was once told that writing (typing) things down will help get your thoughts organized and help you see life clearer. This is what I am seeking. A refresher to get my misguided mind back on track. It's getting late (10:00pm to be exact) ,who am I kidding 10 is early but anyways, the next post shall be about me. Probably describing my bio a little better. *shoots up a slightly  skewed peace sign trying to look cool/hipster-ish*

-Holly